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July 10, 2008 >> 10:39 AM
my birthday - a meme

I still hate that word - "meme" - goofy sounding. So is "blog" but what are you 'gonna do? Anyway, I picked up this deal from Chris Kan and thought it sounded cool, so here you go...

The instructions of the meme are as follows if you're interested...

1) Go to Wikipedia

2) In the search box, type your birth month and day but not the year.

3) List three events that happened on your birthday

4) List two important birthdays and one death

5) One holiday or observance (if any)

Here's mine - September 25th - pretty cool thing.

Events:
1066 - The Battle of Stamford Bridge marks the end of the Anglo-Saxon era.

1789 - The U.S. Congress passes twelve amendments to the United States Constitution: the Congressional Apportionment Amendment, the Congressional Compensation Amendment, and the ten that are known as the Bill of Rights. Only the Bill of Rights were ratified at the time, while the other two were proposed by James Madison but not ratified. In 1992, the Congressional Compensation Amendment was ratified as the 27th amendment to the Constitution.

1996 - The last of the Magdalen Asylums closes in Ireland.


Two Births - One Death:
1764 - Fletcher Christian, English Bounty mutineer (d. 1793)

1930 - Shel Silverstein, American humorist and author (d. 1999)

1617 - Francisco Suarez, Spanish Jesuit theologian (b. 1548)


Holidays/Observances:
R.C. Saints - Saint Finbarr.

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June 20, 2008 >> 8:49 PM
still blogging
Well, I have this blog, you should check it out... Wait! You're here already. I used to have lots to say. I probably still do - maybe too much?? Maybe it's too - hell, I don't know. I'm sure my "blog voice" will come back soon enough. Sorry for all the old faithful readers till then. I'll try not to leave it so high and dry around here.

Various Crap...
  1. Going to a party tonight - farewell to a friend who's moving to California. Well, she's mostly Liz's friend but I get invited too.
  2. My daughter Meaghan is funny, and stubborn sometimes - wonder where she gets that from?? Hmmm. We have a hard time talking sometimes, but we eventually get it together. I love her very much. Hopefully she knows that by now. She's sitting over there on the couch, so I just thought of this.
  3. My wife is much like Meaghan, or the other way around. I love her too. She's on the chair there so I thought I'd throw that in there.
  4. The tomatoes are growing and growing - you know, that's cool.
  5. Conor's baseball team ended up #2 overall in their league this year - on to the city tournament next week!
  6. I made some very good beef stew today/tonight - we ate some.

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May 19, 2008 >> 10:01 AM
international readers
Every now and then I'll check the location section of my blog stats. I find it fascinating that people from all over the world are reading what I'm writing. Of course I know some of them are 1 second "ooops, what's that?" and then they leave but not all. Check out this screen pic of part of the stat page I saw the other day - 9 countries represented, and some unusual ones. Any of you out there want to say hey?

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April 14, 2008 >> 9:36 PM
and then there's...
That's a silly title isn't it? Yes, it is. You're right. You have no idea what the post is about really so you don't know whether it'll be worth reading. Hell, I don't know yet if it'll be worth writing, so I feel your pain.

On being a theo-blogger: I don't know what to say about it really. In my blogging history, I guess I've been considered a theological and ecclesiological thinker. People seem to like what I have to say about certain things. A few might think I'm a nut, but whatever, maybe they're right a little bit. I've appreciated being able to write things that connect with people over the years. I do actually plan to take a lot of these things, and some more, and publish them in the form of a book one day. That might be fun. Anyway, I want to keep doing this, but honestly, as a Catholic it's a little harder to know what to say. That might sound odd, with the rich, deep well that is the world of Catholic theology. I'm not, nor am I trying to be, some kind of official "Catholic theologian." I doubt I'll ever be one of those. I tend to skip around a little more in the mystical theology arena anyway. I guess that's a bit more "open." I doubt I'll be winning any Catholic blogger awards any time soon either. That's fine. I'll just be a blogger, who's a Christian, who's a Catholic - that'll work I reckon.

On doing "ministry" in the Church: This one has got me stimied. I'm so stimied, uhh, I'm not even sure what to say. Only scattered phrases come to mind... Too much. Closed. Who has time for that? I have bills to pay. Why? Why not? Too long, too hard. I'm not quite sure what to do with myself. To a degree, I know my giftings and my potential. I know what I have done and, again - to a degree, what I can do (by His Grace in and through me). Don't get me wrong, being a Lector, a Cantor, or even a Eucharistic Minister is great. I've done all these things in the past and will probably end up doing one or more of them in the future - but this is not quite what I'm talking about. It'll be an interesting road. I know where part of it will lead already. That hasn't changed. That call, for me, is undeniable - a rural monastic community which acts as a place of contemplative formation, learning, and refreshing retreat - a different sort of monastery - I look forward to that.

I guess that's it tonight. My life is weird right now. It feels very weird. I don't even know why or what that means altogether. I'm trying to move along with it, trying to cope, hopefully more than cope.

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March 12, 2008 >> 10:39 PM
thoughts on wednesday
I just thought, "I should blog, because I haven't in a bit" - and you know how that goes, when you say that, you never really have that much to say. So, I'll just say something then I guess. Some thoughts...
  1. Liz and I went for a walk today. It's not like this is the only time we ever want walking. We just haven't done it in a while. Of course the weather has been not very walkable for a while. Today was nice. And we both want to actually do something about getting in better physical condition. Walking is easy - you'd think that. Hopefully we'll keep this up.

  2. We were in the house not long after our walk this evening and it was quiet in the house - no kids around, inside, no TV on, etc. I was on the laptop in the living room and shortly, I turned my iTunes on and was listening to music. Liz said to me from the kitchen, "You have a problem with silence don't you?" Ha! I said, "Yeah, you just now figuring this out after 20 years?" And I do. I told her, "Unfortunately, I have been polluted by the culture - that's a terrible thing for a 'monk' wanna be to have to say." I am one of those people. Silence, to me, is LOUD! It's deafening. So, I don't often want silence or quiet, but I know that I need it. It would definitely be good for me to hunt down some silence pretty soon.

  3. Do you have to have at least three "thoughts" when you say "here are some thoughts"? I'm not sure I do really. OK, Here's something random: I'm watching the new Top Chef right now and it makes me think, again, I could have done this. I probably still could if I wanted to go through what it would take. I love cooking and I'm pretty good at it. Also, Padma Lakshmi makes me n, ne, nervous. Good Lord. I might cut myself if she was in the kitchen during a quickfire.

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February 12, 2008 >> 11:49 AM
gracious and merciful is He > ice > lent
Rend your hearts, not your garments,
and return to the Lord, your God.
For gracious and merciful is he,
slow to anger, rich in kindness ..
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–Joel 2:13
From the Prophet Joel this morning, telling us to deal primarily with the inside, with the heart. Don't just do external things that look like you're turning to God. That is of little use or good unless your heart is turning toward Him. And why, why should we return to the Lord - BECAUSE He is gracious and merciful - not because we are afraid - because of His Love. We don't have a God who is waiting to give us the smack-down. If you do, I'd take a look again at which God you are serving. Make sure that's not a mask on his face. As you fast and dicipline yourself during Lent, remember why you are doing this, why you can do this - "for gracious and merciful is he..."


Ice storm last night/this morning.
I wish it was all snow but oh well, this is what we got.



OK, I've decided one thing that would be good for me to try to do during Lent
, as a dicipline, is to give up -- controversy. This is what that will look like: Not engaging in controversy in conversation, in blog posts, in comments. I will also avoid taking controversy into myself by reading controversial blogs, blog posts, comment threads, etc. I mean theological, ecclesiological, and political controversy. Now, not all controversy is inherently bad, but a lot of it is unhealthy - and for me, right now, it's not good at all. I've already found this a little difficult. I'm drawn toward controversy - aren't many of us? I'll see something in my feed-reader and I have to make myself not click to read it. So, I fast from controversy. Hopefully this fast will give me some rest.

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January 25, 2008 >> 12:02 PM
once upon a time...
Once upon a time...
  • I was a real live blogger. I was in on the game fairly early, before there were references to blogs and blogging on prime-time, popular TV shows - before newscasters spoke about them - before most people you knew or met knew what the hell a blog was. I remember thinking "blog" was an ugly word and refusing to use it. I always preferred "online journal" myself, but blog it is I reckon. In the world I ran in, my blog was early and I had things to say, often, and somebody read the stuff and it was popular. Somehow, I didn't keep up or something, and I know I stopped saying things like I used to. I don't nearly find myself with "something to say" like before. I'm sure there are reasons for that but I'm not sure I can pinpoint them right now. Interesting how things come and go.

  • I was a naive and innocent Catholic boy. From entering the Church as a young teenager, through high school and college, I loved God and worshiped Him in the context of Catholicism. I had no knowledge of any party politics inside my Church, any liturgy wars, or any "pre" or "post" allegiances. I was insulated from all that. Surely I knew a little about how other Christians viewed Catholics sometimes. I got some of that. I had plenty of debates with my Protestant friends about this or that, but listen - I had Protestant friends. I don't think I ever thought about only hanging around with other Catholics, or only praying with other Catholics, or anything like that. What an odd way to think. Perhaps some might think I was "polluted" by this and blah, blah. I don't know. Now that I'm back inside these big Church walls, I am, unfortunately, not so naive. I see things I never saw before, and I think it's traumatizing me. Disillusionment is setting in. Any romantic image is fading fast. Interesting how things change and develop like that.

  • I was a fly fisherman. I mean, a serious one. I was in an article in the local newspaper about the stuff. I worked in a local fly shop and gave advice and instruction to customers about methods and gear on a daily basis. I taught in a fly fishing school and also taught many classes on fly-tying. I was known locally as a good fly tier. I was very involved in our local chapter of Trout Unlimited - on the board, etc. What happened to all that? I went on fishing trips and actually... fished! I caught trout! Smallmouth bass feared me! And now, the great warrior has fallen. I mourn this, I really do. One day soon, I hope to pick up, once again, my "sword" of graphite and go back into the fray.

  • I was a shepherd of souls. I was a pastor of some sort or another for the last 15 years or so. I was a person who was respected and looked up to as an elder. I had relationships with people such that I had place to speak wisdom and caution and encouragement into their lives on a deep level. I was a spiritual director and an abbot to a community of people, albeit small. I was a teacher, guiding their spiritual lives, helping them make decisions, etc. I had the responsibility of caring for them in that way and even though I didn't always do so in a very direct way, I did so and took that responsibility very seriously, and I wasn't paid a cent to do this by the way. I wrote a rule of life for a monastically oriented faith community and taught people about new (and old) ways of prayer, meditation, contemplation, about liturgy and how it forms us together as a people. I've been very honest on this blog about my inner goings-on about the whole move back to the Catholic Church - probably more honest than seems comfortable to some, but there you go. And this is part of that honesty. I have not found any rose-scented comfort that makes me feel sweetly peaceful about what I have left behind. I just haven't. I have simply followed (and am still following) what I believe to be our Lord leading me in a certain direction. I have always done this as best as I could. I don't know where this will all end up. How can I? I can only trust. But I trust, as many do I'm sure, inside a place of darkness to a certain extent. I trust as no one. I trust as unknown and unrespected.

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January 04, 2008 >> 8:23 PM
notable/significant posts of 2007 > 2
Here are a few more notable posts, at least as far as I'm concerned, from 2007.
  1. Seedlings from heaven - talking about how much we've forgotten about the deep things of what it means to be a Christian - union with God, original state of Humanity.

  2. Purgatory > getting the job finished - an attempt at an explanation of purgatory and the concept behind it - transformation.

  3. Transfiguration > another dimension - discussing the Transfiguration - the heavenly and earthly dimensions overlapping, etc.

  4. On pain of mortal sin - discussing the concept of mortal sin especially as it relates to temporal disciplines - fundamental option, etc.

  5. Quicktake > avoiding sin as self-preservation - talking about reasons to avoid sin - ends with talking about teaching children as parents.

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January 03, 2008 >> 10:03 AM
notable/significant posts of 2007
Several bloggers have done this "top 5 of ????" blog posts thing for a while. I've tried to do it, but it's always very hard for me to whittle them down to 5. I tried the other day with my 2007 posts and ended up with a list of 23! I wasn't even nearly as prolific in posting last year, by a long shot. Anyway, here are a few, not really counting. I may post some more later too.

First, it's a nice morning - sitting at the kitchen table after morning prayer with Liz, looking at light snow flurries out the window, drinking my coffee, and blogging of course. It's still quiet around here. I'll wake the younger kids soon to start their first day of school for 2008. Oh, and today is the feast of the The Most Holy Name of Jesus in the Roman calendar - that's for Pete.
  1. Two here, titled What would happen if we did nothing? Part 1 and Part 2 - discussing what would happen to us if we chose not to actively participate in our Christian spiritual lives by praying, other disciplines, etc.

  2. No, it really isn't about what we do - some thoughts about the term "Christ follower" and the philosophy of being Christian that it carries with it, countering with discussion of being Christian as having a new ontological identity.

  3. Liturgy > The longhaul life of the community - this was the outline for a breakout session I lead at the Thinspace conference in Cincinnati last year, talking about the rediscovery of liturgy by those who haven't been familiar with it, it's value, etc.

  4. Somebody up there, pray for us - a discussion of Saints in heaven praying for people on earth, Protestant and Catholic views - basically my apologia of the practice of asking Saints to pray for you.

  5. Two here as well: Wormholes and stuff - Part 1 and Part 2 - a theological discussion about the separation and connection between the earthly and heavenly dimensions of reality, as we experience them, how we can experience them, etc. A quote using the analogy: "Jesus in the wormhole through which the Life of God enters into us and into the whole world."

  6. Why not? - the announcement post of my return to the Roman Catholic Church - significant in my own life at least.

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August 30, 2007 >> 11:34 PM
law and love and spirit
I've read some things lately and have done some thinking, so I thought maybe I would write something brief concerning these things.

Since I stepped back into the Catholic Church there has been no small amount of turmoil in my life. All the turmoil isn't directly related to this move but all these things have conspired, it seems, to coincide and work together to drive me nuts. Well, little did they know, I was already a little nuts so there. Usually, though, people who are "a little nuts" are very smart as well - so there again. Anyway, back to what I was saying: lots of turmoil, not all directly because I went back to Catholicism, but some for sure.

I told someone this recently, that listening to or reading popular Catholic apologists had nothing whatsoever to do really with my deciding to be Catholic again. Odd, huh? Not really, but in certain circles I think it seems odd to some people. I said something like this early on about this here, that I wasn't before, and I'm not now either a very conservative or a very liberal Catholic Christian. That makes me likely what some will call "lukewarm" or "moderate." I rather like to think of it as "balanced." There are certainly areas where I land on the very conservative end of the scale. And there are some areas in which I tend to be fairly liberal. I say fairly because I don't know that I ever lean to "very" liberal, whatever that's worth. So, herein lie some of my difficulties.

As I've read here and there in the Catholic blogosphere, while there are definitely some good things out there, my experience has lead to finding a decent bit of negativity. Infighting seems common between "liberal" and "conservative" factions. For someone in my position - coming back in because of an inward leading from God entwined with the desire to be as connected as I can be to the ancient catholic faith - this is a bit disheartening. Just so much harshness. And I know that the Catholic blogs certainly don't have a monopoly on this kind of thing. Just check out some of the outer edges of the Reformed arena - Lordy Lordy. Any of this mess will make you want to turn your computer off and go walk through the woods to cleanse yourself.

So, all that has done not one good thing in helping me feel right or good about the decision I have made. I've had to stop reading certain things - just not healthy. There are some pitfalls that one can get into inside the Catholic spiritual world, as there are everywhere. One of them is focusing too much on externals, on technicalities, correctness and the finer points of something like canon law or liturgical rubrics. Even if something like canon law is there for a good reason, to help guide and hold us in, it can get lost in a major way. It becomes an end in itself - the rubrics and the law become the point - and I have no problem saying that's not good. It can (can) become very Pharisaical in focus for some. When these lines or membranes that run through the actual fabric of what the Church is about become the point, where we spend all our energy, I believe we lose the ability to understand and live the meat of the matter. That's what happened with the Pharisees. The deep reality of what they were living in was amazing and rich and true, but they lost sight of that in their zealous focus on - membranes.

I love this quote I ran across from one newly Episcopally ordained Joseph Ratzinger...
All of us long for a pentecostal church: a church in which the Spirit rules, and not the letter; a church in which understanding breaks down the fences we erect against each other. We are impatient with a church which seems so unpentecostal, so unspiritual, so narrow and fearful.
This is inside the heart of what I'm trying to say. That "spirit and not the letter" thing - that's huge in the heart of Christianity - in the center, the core. The more we focus on that, the Living Spirit, the Love of God, our Life in Christ, the more we get at the core. Now I have seen and experienced the deep, rich reality of this in the Catholic Church. That's what I came back to I think, to what I know is there, what is underneath the liturgy, that which transcends numbered laws, what is hinted at by the smell of incense and the flicker of candles but runs so much deeper. We are humans who are still broken and being drawn into a fullness of Life we really don't understand. We need structure and membranes to guide us, to keep us focusing in the right direction, on God, on the center. But that's what all this is for - not to be ends in themselves, but to channel us toward the Center of all things, toward Him and the fullness of the Life He created for us. Let's not get that confused.

Well, I got into some things a little deeper than I had intended, which is typical, but oh well. Part of that may have been to encourage myself. This is the kind of thing that could run people right back out the other side of the Catholic harbor if they get hit by it too hard and in the wrong way. For me, recently anyway, of course my own move has been accompanied by several other big life changes. I'm just trying to hold on to the rope here it seems like sometimes. But I know, even if my grip fades and I slip off into the deep ocean... He is there. Pax vobiscum.

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July 19, 2007 >> 12:53 PM
links > thoughts
Maybe a part of this rest thing is not having a lot to say churning around. Still thinking though - always. I wanted to point to a couple of places you might want to check out...
And in the thoughts category...
  • I've been thinking of getting back in touch and involved with my local chapter of Trout Unlimited. I was quite involved several years ago, did a couple of stints on the local board, etc. The Bluegrass Chapter now meets close to where I live so it's even easier.

  • In a little more than a month it'll be a year since I was in Ireland. That experience is still with me strongly. Having been there only once I often find myself missing it. That may sound a little odd, but nonetheless, there it is. I had a life-long emotional pre-connection with the place and it's culture, so I'm sure that factors in hugely. It is a part of me now in a way that it wasn't before. And of course my view of it now is forever changed. It's less idealistic, less romantic, a bit more real. One leftover is listening to the Gerry Ryan show, on RTE2 fm there. They put together a podcast called the Weekly Ryan which I recommend if you want to listen in on some "real Ireland" and have some good craic. ha!

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June 13, 2007 >> 9:32 AM
the post from nowhere
...did you ever just start writing a blog post when you had idea what was going to come out from word to word? I know you haven't, Kyle, so I don't have to wonder about that. I've been sort of blocked up lately about what to say on here. I'm not one to quit blogging for a while in order to take a rest, so I guess I'll keep writing - something. I'm not sure what that is really, though, so stream-of-consciousness will have to do I suppose. What's in my head? Well, wouldn't you love to know. I'm not going to get totally into what all's going on in my huge cranium at the moment. Maybe that's part of why I'm having a hard time posting anything substantial. The substantial things I'm thinking about aren't really ready to be exposed at the moment. Patience children. Life has been busy lately too. Mostly in not too bad of a way. Just lots going on. Conor, my only son, plays baseball and he has lots of games and practice. I'm one of those parents who takes his son to practice and stays there to watch and see what's going on. We go to the games, one of which, last night, lasted until about 11:00pm, yowza. Katey, my oldest child/daughter, graduated from high school. I told you that. I've been fishing a little more lately. I told you that too. See, this is where it gets boring for most of the people who read my blog. You guys come, I'm taking an educated guess here, to read something a little deeper, spiritual reflections, thoughts on church and community and spiritual formation and monasticism. Not much of that going on recently. Sorry about that. It'll churn up again I'm sure. And this week is going by vvveeeeerrryyyy slloooooowwwllly - what's up with that. More later. Don't give up on me. Here are some pictures for you to look at in the mean time. Pax vobiscum.

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May 18, 2007 >> 7:21 PM
jmt blogs
I got very excited today. Through some surfing around, I found that John Michael Talbot actually has a blog that he updates on a regular basis. This is very cool stuff. John has been used by God as my minstrel, if you will, for quite a few years. His music has helped me pray, meditate, go through dark nights of the soul, and has taught and encouraged me. Thanks, John, for being faithful and consistent for all this time.

I've also been inspired by his vocation, his planting of a rural monastic community for married, single and celibate people, in Arkansas. Every time I think of that place and what they're doing, it gives me hope for my own future, the future of who knows how many people who will do this with us. Liz and I visited there once, on a trip we took for our 10th anniversary. We were in Eureka Springs and went to the Little Portion store there. One of the Sisters told us we should go up and pray evening prayer with them that night, she said, "I think John is there this week." So yeah, we went.

We had a nice little time with them there. Another Sister (Raphael I believe, if I remember right) met us in the welcome center and gave us a whirlwind tour of the place before the bell rang. We sat with them in their choir just behind John and his wife Viola as he played the guitar for our chanting. It was a bit surreal for me, a very cool experience. I didn't talk to him at the time. I didn't really feel like bugging him. I'd love to have a sit-down with him sometime though and talk about what they're doing and what I want to do in the not-too-distant future.

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May 07, 2007 >> 8:57 PM
how the mighty have fallen
Yeah, that title was a little funny there. This is in reference to my once upon a time blog-prowess which is, alas, seemingly no more. You see that I'm still writing here right? So obviously it's not going to cause me to quit blogging. I just think it's interesting to ponder why such a thing is the case - at least as far as hit-count is concerned. Kyle asked me this the other night - why did I think people didn't read or interact like they used to? I had and have a few answers I'm pretty confident about, so let's examine this shall we? Sure, why not. Tell me what you think, if you care to chime in. This exercise in itself should be interesting. Here are some thoughts...
  1. Because I'm not as controversial as I used to be. That's a sure way to bring in traffic.
  2. I don't talk about the emerging church much at all any more - as such. I've fallen out of favor as "one of the voices."
  3. I'm not nearly as pissed as once was ecclesiastically speaking. Angry young men get attention.
  4. When I do talk about church and the spiritual life, it's probably sounding even more Catholic than I did some time back. Real live Protestants don't like that. And most Catholics won't pay much attention to me because I'm technically not "one of them."
  5. I went for too long at one period without posting regularly enough to maintain interest.
  6. I don't talk about social justice causes at all.
  7. I don't - gasp - use the word missional ever and probably won't start any time soon.
  8. I live in the suburbs and honestly don't think there's anything wrong or questionable about it.
  9. I've often wondered if the trend, now fully common and normative, toward using a feed reader to read blogs actually negatively affects the hit-count - I mean, if people don't actually come to your blog, but only read it through a reader, does that show up as a visit?
  10. When I dip into my "good stuff" I get too carried away and write posts that are too long, internet attention spans aren't high, and peoples can't hang with long posts.

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February 05, 2007 >> 7:21 PM
photo > monasticism > new feeds
First, a photo for your enjoyment. Guess where? :^) And this is how it looked. I didn't doctor that photo up. It was a great day as I drove around the Dingle Peninsula in County Kerry. Not really any rain that day - blue skies, as you can see. It was a gift.

This is the West coast of Ireland near the Western most point in Europe. The Great Blasket Islands are to my left. I'll tell you about this scene here. This, I believe, is one of the places I cried a little bit. Not sure. That grass bit down at the bottom in the foreground is the edge of a cliff, probably higher than what you see in the distance there. Yeah, it just drops off right there where the grass ends.

There was a pull off parking area adjacent to this overlook, so I pulled off, got out of the car and sat down on a hump of grass several feet back from the edge there and just sat there taking it in for a while. I breathed deeply and reminded myself that no, I was not dreaming. Amazing.

Monasticism - You need to go read the quote Antony put up about the beginnings of monasticism. Very good stuff. It was confirming of a lot of my sense about the spirit of monastic reform - that it has always been just that - a reform movement. And not just for reform's sake, but to get to the heart of the Church, to recapture the transformative power of Christian community. One of these days.

RSS Feeds - Here are a couple of long overdue feeds for you to subscribe to. Both these folks are good friends and have been blogging for a while, but have never had feeds. Well, we finally convinced them and they're all burned up with feeds now so subscribe away. Introducing Debi Warford (feed here) and Peter Matthews (feed here).

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January 12, 2007 >> 10:38 PM
i don't know what to say > tired
Really, I don't. I just cannot find the energy to write anything of substance. I'm just tired. Sometimes it's easier to enter a comment discussion on another blog, but I can't even dig up the energy to do that these days. I was talking to Bryan today and I think I'm with him. I'm kind of out of it and in need of a retreat. I have been extremely negligent of myself in this area in the last year, maybe two. This is bad. Don't have the time. Don't remember to make the appointment. Feel bad for leaving my family, even for 2 or 3 days. I feel guilty, I really do. Feel bad for NOT going on retreat because I'm supposed to be the spiritual father to a community of people and here I am being spiritually lame! What the hell is that? That should only be a little reason for doing something I guess. There are so many reasons why I need to make a priority out of doing regular retreats. I can't even go into all of it right now. I'm tired, remember? I'm seriously crispy around the edges. Hopefully I'll do something about it soon.

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January 11, 2007 >> 4:35 PM
i am special > snap
I think I'm special. I'm on the SPA 100 list today - that means I use Snap Preview Anywhere (that cool little feature that snaps up a preview of the site in my links) and they linked to me in a list of 100 sites using their utility. Thanks guys! Anyway, I think that officially means I'm special - I'm pretty sure. Of course, you too can use Snap and no they didn't pay me to say that. It's just handy and easy so there you go.

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January 05, 2007 >> 9:47 AM
blogging along > labels, etc.
Since I switched to the new Blogger and got this labeling capability I've been almost obsessed with going back into the recesses of my archives and putting labels on as much as I can, whenever I get a chance.

So, I've collected quite a few posts into categories that may be handy for anyone who wants to see what I've been going on about in particular areas. Some of them overlap but that's h ow it goes. Here are the most populated category labels, in order from the top - have fun...
  1. Emerging Church
  2. Church
  3. Catholic
  4. Spiritual Formation
  5. Theology
  6. Liturgy
  7. Monasticism
  8. Merton
  9. Leadership
It's sort of like this has added a little new breath to my blogging world, which is cool. It helps to make me want to be more consistent in blogging. I want to do that. I think it's fruitful.

Antony is talking about his blogging life today too. Check that out.

Also, Andrew Jones (Peace be upon him), is giving us all some good blogging advice.

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January 01, 2007 >> 10:39 AM
happy new year > blog labels
First post of 2007, on the first day of 2007, pretty good huh? And, as you know, I have the new blogger (Jordon, I'm still praying for you), and yes, it has those cool label things. I always heard people griping about not having labels, switching to some other blog tool to get them or whatever. I'm not sure I'd switch to get them but they are pretty dang handy. I can see myself cranking out a bit of time, though, getting as many posts as I can labeled so they can be accessed in categories. All for you, my faithful reader. I'm nice like that. So, on the right sidebar just below the Google Ad deal is a list of the most significant labels, posting categories, I've created.

Oh man, going back to work tomorrow after being off for more than a week. That's always interesting. Especially since I found myself falling back into my old habits of staying up pretty late and sleeping later most of the time. I got up a little earlier this morning but still, I think I may be hurtin' this week. Happy New Year to you all. God's Grace and Peace be with us.

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December 30, 2006 >> 10:57 AM
best blog posts in 2006
I was going to say top 5 but you'll see I'll sort of be cheating. I have at least one series in the list that I'll include as "one." It's hard for me to narrow down 5 out of so many. I have to start narrowing down my own criteria. So I guess these posts are ones that I think are "good" - i.e., meaningful, important in some way, and helpful. Here they are, each followed by a brief excerpt.
  1. I still believe. Jan. 3, 2006
    Unless we somehow come to recognize a Christian Orthodoxy that transcends our wants and feelings, what kind of real revolution can we have? I don't know that I want in on that. I'm not sure we want another out of hand protestant reformation. Things will spin off much faster now than they did then. We have a big head start on individual goofiness. We have to have some anchor to hold on to.

  2. Brokenness: Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 Feb. 9,10,11, 2006
    So whatever happened at the beginning, with people, however, and we know the basic Biblical story, we fell - however that all took place, it did, it happened and it broke us - US. At the ontological level a breaking happened. Our collective being was fractured. Now, theologians have labeled this original sin. It is this deep ontological fracture which separates us from the Life of God. To do away with this shared broken nature is to put undue weight on each individual.

  3. Discernment and tradition: Part 1 - Part 2 Feb. 27, March 2, 2006
    I do not believe that everything we need to know about what it means to be a Christian is contained, verbatim, in the Bible. The Bible itself grew out of Tradition passed on inside the Church. It is a result of what was commonly held as True and taught and read from as the Word of God among the early churches. I'm not beginning this way in order to argue the point. I'm simply stating where my foundations are so that I can go farther and talk about other things.

  4. The whole life. April 6, 2006
    During this whole crazy new Life's journey we're being taken through - Life in Christ, Real Life - things are often confusing. We often get tired and frustrated. We want to try and think concretely and simply about things and get answers. The pupils of our minds are not open wide enough to see all the light and color and texture that surrounds and is in us.

  5. The purpose of the church. May 10, 2006
    The purpose of the Church is to be the Church. What or who is the Church? The Church is the collected people who have been spiritually united with God through Jesus by the Holy Spirit. Those of us who have been gathered back under the wings of the Mother Hen. The Church is alive people - the assembly of Living People - the Resurrected ones. I've said this before (of course) in one way or another, but the whole purpose of the Jesus thing is so that we all will be Human Beings again, real ones, Alive ones, the kind we were created to be. That's IT. That's the whole thing. That's all. Everything else flows out of that.

  6. Untitled monastic Benedict and Francis ramblings. July 13, 2006
    My purpose in talking about these two men and what they did and influenced is, basically, to talk about us, to talk about you and me. That's one of the points in any veneration of the saints - that is, to understand that they are us and we are them. We are part of the same Body of Christ. We are inhabited by the same Spirit of God that they were (and are). Therefore, there is hope that God can and will do the same kinds of things in and through us. It IS possible.

  7. Emerging church burnout. July 20, 2006
    I'm tired. I really am. I really can't be worried about who knows it either. I'm tired of hiding. I don't even know why to keep talking if it will bear no fruit. It's hard to even ask for Grace any more.
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December 29, 2006 >> 8:22 PM
slightly new look
The end of the year approaches and I thought I'd try on a little bit of a new look in the header of my blog. I was working on this a little while back and finally got it to a point where I liked it - so here we go. I kept an element of my old header on the right there. That's a photo I took at Gethsemani on St. Joseph's hill above the monastery. I've always loved that picture. The other imagery is also from photos I took - some recently in the old church where I entered the Kingdom, Holy Trinity in Harlan, Kentucky. I've always been drawn to the iconic image of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, so now He watches over my blog space. May the new year of blogging be a good one.

I've been trying to whittle down to my top 5 blog posts in 2006 - yeah, I've got it down to around 30 so far. I'll get there before the year's out hopefully.

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December 21, 2006 >> 8:31 PM
new blogger > vacation
Well, I was a little intimidated but I made the switch to the new blogger. It was something new, you know, never know what's going to happen. So this will be my first post in the new format. Wonder how this labels thing will work - hmmm. We shall see. Hopefully Jordon can follow suit soon. He seems to be a little distraught about it.

Also, today started my week or so of vacation time over Christmas. I'm off until Jan. 2 and that's a good thing. I need to relax and calm down. I have a difficult time calming down sometimes. Hopefully I can do that during this time.

I'm making some homemade tortillas tonight - having tacos and we didn't have any tortillas so I thought I'd make some. Good stuff. I tried a new buttermilk biscuit recipe this morning too and yes, it turned out very well. Thanks Alton Brown. If you're looking for your name somewhere tonight and come by here, I appreciate your help with breakfast today.

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December 18, 2006 >> 1:08 PM
blogging & popularity > some observations
It's funny, this blogging thing. If you're at all familiar with the landscape, especially in Christian circles, you already know that. I've been at this thing for 5 or 6 years - something like that. Since before I knew they were called "blogs." When I first heard that word, by the way, I didn't like the sound of it. It's an ugly word. I tried to resist it but to no avail. The tide was too strong and I was swept away. So, I blog, and so do you.

And so as we do this, we obviously want people to read what we're writing. I've said this before, and there's nothing really wrong with that. Certainly that desire can get carried away, as can any other desire that's basically fine in itself. So, maybe you say a few things that a few people find interesting, and they keep reading. They put you on their blogroll and perhaps even link to you in a post (a far superior nod). You might even get lucky and another blogger who already has a couple o' thousand people a day reading their musings, likes something you said and links to it! Aagghh! The tipping point ala Andrew Jones (seriously, you know that's how it works). Then a bunch of people start checking you out to see what the big-shot said was so cool, some of them hang around, some of them keep cruising. It's an interesting phenomenon.

Then maybe you get sort of a following. That sounds weird doesn't it but that's what it amounts to. Especially if you're in the Christian blogosphere (that with which I am most familiar) and not just a journalistic blogger (one who primarily links to other posts or stories). Some people will like what you write, how you think about things, and how you say what you are saying - and so, they will become a regular reader. Most lurk (read without interaction), but there are a few who are so stimulated by your words that they come out of the dark land of lurkdome and comment. And most of the time that's a good thing. Of course every now and then you wish they wouldn't but oh well, such is the blogoscape (by the way I want full credit for that word if nobody else has used it yet - blogoscape, coined by Alan D. Creech, odd emerging church catholic monastic mystical blogger).

Here's weird for you - I didn't plan on saying ANY of those first 3 paragraphs. I just wanted to make a little observational list about what might make one a popular blogger. Funny. So yeah, your "numbers" go up (by now you know you've installed that sitemeter code thing) and you find it fairly exciting that THAT many people actually make time to read your blog every day of their lives. It's cool and weird at the same time. Then maybe you try to do things to increase your traffic - for different reasons - could be you just like the attention or maybe you've also got Google ads and you want to make a little side money. There's also nothing wrong with that but I won't get into defending it here. Like I said, you've been tipped, linked, blogrolled all over, talked about both negatively and positively, etc, and your numbers go up. And then...

...something happens and they take a dive. For some reason it upsets you - you don't know why because it's not supposed to matter that much to you, but there you go, it does anyway. Course I've never gotten to the couple o' thousand a day point, not even close, but I'm on quite a few blogrolls out there for some reason. You'd think more people would regularly read this blog with all those links but the most it's ever been for any time has been probably 200 unique visitors a day. That's probably back when I was quite more the big mouth revolutionary than I tend to be now. I also blogged a lot more than I do now as well. I'm sure those are a couple of big factors. It's down probably to about 90 a day now. It's interesting, like, it doesn't "bother" me really, it's more like - hmm, wonder why that is, like sociologically or even particularly. Now, what might bother me are the possible reasons that people might drop out - like maybe I've changed in my thinking a bit over the last few years and they don't like that. Or maybe certain topics have risen to prominence in my circles (or former? circles) and I have chosen to stay mostly silent on them. That's kind of funky but whatever.

So, down to any kind of a list - what might make one "popular" as a blogger in the Christian blogoscape?
  1. Saying controversial things - questioning standard doctrinal stuff, etc.
  2. Blogging profusely about deep things.
  3. Saying even old things in a new way.
  4. Being an ass (you might become infamous but you'll be popular).
  5. Talking about how bad or good other people are, but mostly how bad.
  6. Talking about the emerging church, a LOT.
Probably another thing is not to write such long ass posts, good Lord. I think that's enough for that. It was at least kind of interesting to me. Should I dare to hope or care that it's interesting to you as well? Hmmm. Peace to you.

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January 25, 2006 >> 1:23 PM
multiple personalities > an interview
Sort of. So, I've decided to do an interview of myself. That's kind of weird, but as long as I know it's weird, I suppose I'm alright. Alan Creech conducts an interview with pastor, abbot, blogger Alan Creech - awesome!

Q. So, Alan, how long have you been blogging and why did you start doing this anyway? (and you look quite handsome today by the way)
Well, oh, thanks - yeah, I think I started a blog (online journal) in 2001 maybe. I refused to call it a blog for a while. It just sounded so stupid. It's an ugly word. Anyway, I just wanted to put my thoughts and words "out there" to share and to connect with people who were thinking and talking about the same or similar things.

Q. Cool - so you've been doing this for a while. How has that changed for you and how has it effected your life? - sorry that was like 2 or 3 questions in on